well..... no, i'm not.

no, i'm not - well, that is. i'm sooo tired. practically useless. and i've spent so much time in the bathroom the last couple days..... yeah. so i've spent time sitting on various couches, playing the electronic sudoku game mishun got me, cuddle babies, and trying to get enough rest. last night i sleps 14 hours - from 9 pm to 11 am. and i'm so sleepy. so prayers would be good. thinking of seeing a doctor in ottawa if we still get there, as the clinics here evidently don't take out of province cards.... and the hospital is disgusting... dirty. our hospital is falling apart, and short staffed for maintenence janitorial, but is nothing like this one. it's horrible.

today it was 30 degrees here in timmins, but i heard someone say it was going to be 40 incliding humidity/humidex. gak.

anyways... what's positive?..... mmm, God is in control? yup, God is in control. i'm finding a lot of challenges to 'feeling good enough' as a person. so of course God is doing something there, so i list that as a positive. i'm looking forward to what mishun calls the worlds best poutine.... but maybe not tomorrow, i'm gonna keep it light food-wise tomorrow. jojo is already lookin' a bit healin' up. we saw a whole flock of ducks on the beach at mishuns aunts house where we are staying, they are so cute. i am blessed to be in a house that is relatively low allergen for me, except for the laundry room and the bathroom (air freshener)... i can't get away from it totally, tho i wish!!!!

i need to drink lots of water as i'm sweating everything out fast, but i'm wondering if maybe my system doesn't like softened water?.... it's so soft here it feels like the soap never comes off.....